Drinkin again

At Applebee's listening to some old school hip hop music. What a fragile thing time is 

Published

I just published a bunch of drafts I had saved here so the dates are gonna be messed up. I just wanted to get them out 

Hungover

I went out drinking down port Jefferson last night. Ashley drove. I found $16 in the street and then Ashley found a $20 at a bar. That was a really nice suprise and helped the night along. At some point she looked thru my text messages and saw that I complained about her being annoying and such to my friend bridget, and Ashley lost her shit.

 The drive home turned into a screaming match.

And then of course Ashley cannot handle arguments so she has to pull over to break down crying. 

Idk what to do anymore man. This relationship is really heavy on me. 

Beware rant ahead

Holy sheeeeeit there has been so much going on with me that I haven't been writing about. I'm changing to be an English major! I want to stick with it and graduate. Margaret Hanley, my advisor, seems very cultured and educated. I'm intimidated by her honestly. 

I've also been smoking way way too much. I just need to chill out more