Thursday, May 21, 2015

I need to vent

I'm a pothead. A daily toker. It's held me back a lot. I just finished my 8th semester at stony brook university yet I'm not graduating with my peers. This is going to be a nonsensical free write but that's okay. I need a place to vent and I always have my iPhone in my hand so I'll start typing out what I feel. This seems to be going pretty well eh? Much better than handwriting in my journal. My handwriting is terrible! And my hand cramps up when I get to writing too intensely.

 I smoked all my bud yesterday, so I'm dry today. I was about to hit up Kristie, wondering if she had bud so I could smoke it later. Instead I decided to write here. I successfully diverted an urge to smoke. 

PANG!! Only about a trillion more urges to stop. lol. 

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