Waiting

I'm waiting at the social security office for a new card. I lost mine when I moved and I need it for my new job at autozone! I smoked sooooo much last night and puked up dominoes pizza in the morning. My dad made a comment and of course, I denied it. I love to smoke, but always smoke too much. This morning I smoked half a bowl instead of a full pack, and it was better to only get a little stoned. I bought a new grinder and bowl, so I'm set because I have plenty of bud right now. I always smoke too much too quickly. I will still smoke, just a little bit less lol. Like only after work. What w concept! Why can't I wait and just blaze after work? why do I choose to go against my better judgement ? 

I'm glad I wrote a little bit. Now I'm gonna smoke a cig before I get called up.